thank you my lucky stars

was feeling horrible a few days back. damy called and said that the cat was not too good. she was near her labour and the babies were quite big already (sniff.. sniff...) she bled alot after the operation and was very weak and could not really stand. she was operated on last wed afternoon and will only be released tomorrow. poor baby.. i've caused her to lose her babies and weakened her health.. sigh.. i know i shouldnt be thinking this way.. should i have waited till she has given birth? sigh. whats done cannot be undone. lets pray for her good health! will give her a nice can food tomorrow and give her lotsa sayang. she's sooo tame and manja.. she really ought to be in a home. but whats her chances?...